Opa4amlani amlarini yalaganman:VOLAN-DE-MORT (anvardan)...

Mani ismim anvar yowm 16da oilada 3 kiwimiz oyim opa4am va kamina. Man sexga qiziqardm opa4am uzatilganidi uzatilmaslaridan oldin 1ta honada yotardik ke4asi sekn borb em4elarini uwerdm opa4am qotb uxlerdila ula lyamkada uxlerdla owani u.n qiyin ke4masidi lekn man silaga bowqa erteni i y6g`e hikoyani etberaman yaqinda opa4am bzanikiga mehmonga keldila oyimmi iwga 4aqirib qoliwdi yoz juda issig`idi onam ketdla keyn opa4am keldla wunaqa kynvoganidila orqalaridan bezgaltrlari k6rnb turardi mani ehtirosm kelb orqalaridan borb quchoqlab olmoqchi b6ldm lekn oldn opa4amlaniyam kayplarini keltrwm keregidi uwanda hop derdila miyam tinmasdan rejalarni qabul qila bowladi ulani orasidan vaziyatga qarab iw k6r degan reja yoqdi man joy taynladm 4oy q6ydm keyn kun juda isib ketimi didm hm didla mani 2ta k6zim 2ta kotta sonlaridedi keyn ula man yomon isb ketdim eski kymlarm qatda didila man wkafda haliyam didm ula kymlarini k6rarkanla hammasi qalinroku didila keyin i4idan lyamkani olb borb ewini quflab ke didila hop db quflab keldm ula uje 6wa lyamkani kyb b6ptla endi ulani k6riniwlari tizzadan 1 qari4 tepadan keladigan yubka va lyamkadala ikoviyam oq rangidi lyamkani 4etidan qizil bezgalterlari 4qb turardi manga e`tibor berma isb ketmde didla man y6 bemalol didm 6ziman wunaqa yuriwizi holimanu digin didla man y6 didm keyn 6trdi man opa4am b.n b6gm kep ketdi belari o4lb turardi kindilari k6rnb turardi yubkani tepasidan qizil trusiklarini tepasi 4qb turardi man tamom b6ldm keyn man sexdan gap bowlamoq4i b6ldm lekn duxm yetmadi keyn aylanib holiga 4iqdik man 1 hovu4 suvi olb 6zimga sepdm keyn opa4am manga sepdila manam ulaga su sepdm wunaqb br brimizga su sepdi keyn podvolga4a tuwdi podvolda basseyn boridi 6wattan suv olb bir birimizaga sepdi man keyn ulaga qarasam hamma yolari jiqqa h6l b6p i4laridi bezgalter trusilari mowni k6rinardi keyn man ulani baseynga itarvordm ketlarida manam tuwdm keyn b6ldi db basseyndan 4iqdi ulani k6rb hirsim uyg`onb ketdi keyn enimi almawtiriwga man bowqa honaga ula bowqa honaga krdilar keyn man 4qdm ula so4uga 6ranib 4iqdila keyn mandan oyimi i4ki ko`ynelari qattaligini s6radla man yurin k6rsataman didim keyn ula b.n oyimi honalariga krdik tortmani o4b mana didm san qatdan blasan didila ha endi db q6ydm keyn orqaga qara didila keyn l6f4i b.n trusikni kydla man keyn qaradm voh ula wunaqa g6zalidila em4elari kotta kotta sonlariyam kotta kotta bittayam tuk y6g`idi oppo badanidila ula voy qarama didila e nigorapa boya basseynda wundo i4iz k6rnb turudi didm hop qarama didila nime didm man opa4enman hotininikini k6rasan didila nma szam 1-marta po4amlanikini k6rganmsz didm hm didila nmala qilasla didm nima iwin bor didila iwqilib ozizga omismi didm jahlimi 4iqarb olaman didila voy ne didm manam ulayam kayp qilamzde didla sizam amizi yalatasmi didm nimami didila amizi didm yo` yalamila didm unda vapwe kayp qilas didm yug`e e baribir yo` dilla didila man yaliman didm jinnimisan didila man faqat yaliman bowqa narsa qimiman didm 6ylanb turdla divanga yot didila yotdm qo`l oyog`immi 2tarafga qib boyladila man qimirlomasidm san agar kayfin kesa mani skb q6yiwin mumkn didila sanga ku4m yetmidi didila hop bowlen didm davomi bor keyn mani bawaramga qarab tunqaydilade keyn ye4dla voh maza edi top toza am k6t mani sekn ye4ntrdla keyn amlarini bawaramga yaqin op keldila yoqimsiz hid manga yoqimli tuyulardi keyn man amlarini yalab so`rb tillarimi orasiga tqb tawadm opa4am baqrvordila voh didila keyn q6tog`mi wmb ozlariga oldila man og`zlariga b6wanvordm keyn ula man b.n 6pwb og`zlaridi spermani mani ozimga tawadila man yutb yubordm keyn yana amlarini bawaramga iwqaladil keyn popilarini 6ptrdla keyn sygm kevoti db ozimga siyvordla oh bu onlar judayam yoqardi keyn bawaramga b6wandla keyn bezgaltrlarini ye4b tawadila oppo 2ta kotta em4eni k6rb huwmdan keti didm 1tasini yuzmga bosdla juda yumwog`idi wu payt ewi o4lb oyim krb kepqoldila hamma qotb qoldi ewini kalit b.n o4ganakanla uyog`iga nigorapamlaniyam maniyam amim 4iqdi